Why at 5 am, when I'm trying to fell asleep, my brain just goes to 100% use and it just works so well? Like I got so many good fucking ideas, what I could write about, solutions to my problems, contemplating myself and just thinking well? I hate it cause I will forget everything when I will be woken up in the next 4 hours, barely functional, not being able to anything for the rest of the damn day. I hate this aaaaaaa