i hope you're still alive, even though you might not feel the same way, mostly for a selfish reason; i still haven't seen Donnie Darko yet, i need time to watch it and i want to be able to tell you what i think of it. i think about you often, which surprises me. if you are no longer alive, you will have to wait for me to join you. i have a duty to God & to people that i haven't fulfilled yet.