Neocities.org

my computer decided that it wanted to kill it's power board and i had to get it fixed and it ended up taking a month to fix, and i had some stuff planned but ended up forgetting what i was even going to post. plus the fact that tons of honestly really sucky life stuff has been going on and i just have had little to no motivation to work on this.

i'll keep everything up and i'm not leaving for good and never coming back, but i currently both don't want to and have no motivation to work on this or any other site of mine. if i do i'll work on it and post it, if i don't you probably won't see me here. sorry not sorry. i'm officially moving on to a hopefully better phase of my life that this site just doesn't help.

i started this site during a really awkward time in my life where i was really isolated from people. that changed last may. since then i've been immersed in a more social environment that wasn't necessarily good for my mental health and that environment ended up turning toxic. the amount of toxicity in my life plus the fact that i no longer have any motivation to honestly really do anything at this point...

...i really just don't want to work on this site anymore or at least anytime soon. sorry i guess... i've pretty much turned to the dark side cause most of the people that actually care about me personally all have instagram accounts so i made one and currently chat with them on it and really don't hang out anywhere else online in terms of social/project stuff.

in the future if i have more motivation i will probably do something like that, maybe even come back onto neocities temporarily, but until then don't expect anything coming out of this site or really anything from me unless notified.