Ever since AI tools have become increasingly good I've started to lose motivation to actually make things thinking it's too late to build up skills to get better at what I currently know.
I often feel less worried about trying to look attractive and more about not attracting the wrong type of people. If I have a first relationship I don't want it to end after discovering that they are into something about me that I feel deeply uncomfortable with.
I swear my mental health has gotten to a point where I could literally see a woman just oozing tears and then start wishing I could cry like her, it's been years since I've been able to just cry. I keep fantasizing about actually wanting to cry it's just too much. I miss crying.
i dont know what you're going through, but things will get better