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You know, the more I start to question my gender. I start to feel like I am supressing myself to insure that I don't end up becoming boy again, like as if I hate myself for not being gay enough. Perhaps I'm wrong? Do cis people really question this stuff as much as I do? It's been almost 2 years at this point and I literally can't figure it out anymore.
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I'm dead inside so I just kinda have to fake my feelings. Resulting in seeming more depressed than I actually am, I can't actually feel emotions or even be happy or even be sad. Just bored and stressed.
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yo btw thought u needed this: https://files.catbox.moe/32bffh.jpg
(also reached my 10 post daily limit with this :sad:)
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Man I should really think about what I should make as my site button, and finish that homepage... -_-
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I know that I've been using my post board to just vent but I do hope my presence doesn't end up worsening the entire website as I accidentally end up normalizing venting on your own page. I'm just really lonely and sad.
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It would be really nice if I could cry right now...
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icelogist
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Thank you, just felt really crappy yesterday especially last night. Stayed up til 4.
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I'm starting to really like the unique flavor of this site
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Wearing a pride flag of your own identity feels like a shield from the boogie man.
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I feel you I've also been questioning my gender for the past year, and I keep having this paranoia that I'm not really non-binary and I'm just pretending so I can be "queer enough," but maybe that's just my biphobic/transphobic parents getting to me
@whey-isolate Fortunately my parents have been rather supportive, but yet it still feels like I should just return to being cis, but yet I'm scared to go back as I feel like I might end up feeling uncomfortable by that.