One piece of advice I will give as an autistic person myself is if you are having a mental breakdown, please don't let it out publicly online. You will live to regret it. Also, if you ever see someone do that please don't respond to them it makes things worse. As I'm writing this there is currently a user I will not name that is harassing other Neocities users while using racial slurs supposedly due to high anxiety.
Being Genderfluid is like having two "friends" who have polar opposite interests who will critisize you for not being more like them but it depends on which one you meet up with, in some cases you meet up with both or nether of them.
thank you!! :D