idk i want a bigger ass & larger hips so i can feel more "feminine." however, also i am extremely relieved to just be me—not a man or a woman, but me—without the hindrance of having a static gender identity
like i see my body for what it is & while i definitely want to improve some things (with execise & maybe hormones at some point), but i don't hate myself anymore for not meeting some arbitrary standard
perhaps some of this will make more sense later on. i'm still trying to understand what it means to be both nonbinary & trans at the same time after all
idk i want a bigger ass & larger hips so i can feel more "feminine." however, also i am extremely relieved to just be me—not a man or a woman, but me—without the hindrance of having a static gender identity
like i see my body for what it is & while i definitely want to improve some things (with execise & maybe hormones at some point), but i don't hate myself anymore for not meeting some arbitrary standard
perhaps some of this will make more sense later on. i'm still trying to understand what it means to be both nonbinary & trans at the same time after all
damn i think i need a gender therapist lmao
yes. i feel like this sometimes too.