contrary to what i've written thus far about my parents, i've actually had a few decent interactions with them. when i can actually talk to them about their interests, they're pretty pleasant to be around. the problem is that i find myself in uncomfortable situations with them almost everyday
also, i give so much of myself to make sure that they're content. and, oftentimes, they're just not. i'm tired of being so submissive & servile with them
and maybe it sounds like i'm being overly dramatic, but the fact that i'm too scared to come out to them about being nonbinary & that i'd rather keep it hidden shows that what i feel is true
also, i give so much of myself to make sure that they're content. and, oftentimes, they're just not. i'm tired of being so submissive & servile with them
and maybe it sounds like i'm being overly dramatic, but the fact that i'm too scared to come out to them about being nonbinary & that i'd rather keep it hidden shows that what i feel is true
sorry i am just. all over the place