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Interesting questions re: going to work and the feelings that come with that. For me, as someone who is privileged to have an easy, safe desk job with good benefits, I think your hypothesis about the lack of choice rings the truest. Not to mention the absurd 40-hour workweek. I don't even want to do things I LIKE for 40 hours a week, so I resent it though I'm grateful to have it because I desperately need it.

I reclaim as much of my at-work time for myself by working on any personal projects I can get away with during my workday if time allows, but of course there are limitations. I don't personally think of work as another state of being, but integrated into life like you said where I begrudgingly accept that I must be.

I absolutely hate going to work, every job I've ever had :( I don't feel like a different person while I'm there so much as the lack of choice and the length of the hours and the general way people are treated while on the clock (I've heard this is particularly bad in the US compared to some other cultures? I wouldn't know though) makes me feel like I'm not a person at all when I'm there.

I'm currently waiting to start cosmetology school and once I graduate I'll be mostly my own boss, most likely, I just hope it's better that way.