thinking about the day school found my pikidiary for the 3rd time and I was crying and panicking and the vice principal said "stop with the theatrics" MA'AM YOU FOUND SOMETHING I'VE KEPT AS A SECRET FROM MY SCHOOLS FOR ALMOST 2 YEARS AND RUINED MY DAY WHEN IT WAS ALREADY GOING PERFECTLY FINE I WILL NOT FUCKING CALM DOWN
this is what I hate about being an autistic person, it feels like what I'm doing is normal but OOPS! IT'S ACTUALLY NOT NORMAL BECAUSE SOMEONE SAID SO! THAT MEANS THAT WHAT YOU'RE IS RETARDED AND YOU ARE A RETARD FOR DOING IT!!!!!!!1!!!!1!!!!11!!!!!!!!!!
this is what I hate about being an autistic person, it feels like what I'm doing is normal but OOPS! IT'S ACTUALLY NOT NORMAL BECAUSE SOMEONE SAID SO! THAT MEANS THAT WHAT YOU'RE IS RETARDED AND YOU ARE A RETARD FOR DOING IT!!!!!!!1!!!!1!!!!11!!!!!!!!!!