You’re the second person I’ve seen say that art is communication, and it’s somehow so groundbreaking to me. I’ve experienced a lot of what you describe here. I spent years making digital art for the sake of looking pretty and purposefully not having anything to say; it’s safe. Anyways, I feel all the more empowered by what you wrote, and it seemed to find me at the right time. Best of luck on your art journey!
Latest blogpost is a bit more personal!