sorry i know i said im updating shit but everything in my life is insane right now and i think that reorganizing my website locally on my computer has sucked all of my motivation out of me ummm ummmmmm but yeah im an adult now and i have 1 million things to do apparently (or perhaps thats just my brain telling me that 4 things are 1 million things)
oh and also my anxiety has been THROUGH THE ROOF so imm going to try to go to the doctor <3