Thank you very much for the kind messages. It does feel nice to know I'm not alone in this. I feel embarrassed to share it openly, but it does feel cathartic in a way to just let it out. It's forever a process...but one I want to learn how to navigate somehow. I really appreciate it, and I also hope you're doing well.
And to those who have left me messages on the guestbook, THANK YOU!! =)
(to oreo- tried to leave you a message on yours, but i couldn't figure out how to
enter it in...?!)
TYSM!! <3 another kingdom hearts enjoyer YYESSS