Hey... just wanted to ask — how do you personally see my site right now? Lately, I've been wondering... should I shape it more like: A website fully dedicated to Serial Experiments Lain (like a fan site) Or keep it as my personal website, built around my own world and feelings? I see it as something very personal, but I'm curious how it feels from your side. Let me know.
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Hi..I was commenting on your site as "anon @_@" hehe. I love your website
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Hey Blue, I know birthdays don’t really feel like a celebration for you, and I won’t try to force that. But I just want to say—I’m really glad you’re here. You matter, even on the days it doesn’t feel like it. I hope today is at least a little easier for you, and if not, that’s okay too. Just know you’re not alone. Happy birthday.
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velvetblue
7 months ago
thank you, i think i really needed this right now. i really appreciate being told this, it makes me feel a lot less alone for once. seriously, this really means a lot to me. youre an amazing person. thank you <3
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I wish i could disappear oneday from everywhere and go to a place which is empty void ....no one can hear me....no one can see me neither i can see or hear them
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velvetblue
8 months ago
yeah, i get that feeling a lot too. it's a painful one, a very crushing feeling. please take care of yourself. <3
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velvetblue
8 months ago
i know that feeling well, of not understanding your own feelings, let alone anyone elses. its very surreal, very distant-feeling. i dont know any solutions to it, but youre not alone in it. <3
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wiredphantom
8 months ago
I always thought I was alone in this. It felt so isolating, like no one could ever understand. Knowing that someone else relates makes it feel… less unreal. Thank you
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velvetblue
9 months ago
really love the contradictions page, its very resonating. im glad you could finally find a way to pen down your own feelings <3
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wiredphantom
9 months ago
@velvetblue That really means a lot! I was unsure about sharing it, but hearing this makes it worth it.
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how's harmonia
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i see it more as a personal website too, something shaped around your thoughts and feelings, but shown alongside some really cool lain imagery. its something built off of your emotions and your reality, and i love it for that. so, i think you should keep it how it is for now. just because lain's there doesn't mean this isn't a site about you. <3
i think it's inactive so i don't really look at it. i feel like the best idea is a "happy medium" where you make it be a themed personal site but then you can just have posts about the series. a series i knwo nothing about acutlaly so that's probably why i haven't checked much
I love the Lain graphics on your site, but I feel like you should keep your website as is..I see your website as a shrine/fansite of Serial Experiments Lain, but I also see it as a very personal website