my thoughts really go out to you. it's honestly one of the most stressful things you can go through to go through just waiting for some stupid 'special paper' with a 'special stamp' to come in the mail even without the entire government shutdown. hopefully new doors open up for you before long :((

from the bottom of my heart, wishing you the best of luck with whatever happens

Really appreciate it. It'll turn around soon

The worst part is quitting nicotine for the trial. The front of my brain feels funny