ok guys it's fine, I'm a bit better now. I think I'm going to ask my mom about getting hrt as soon as tomorrow, I don't know if its her day off because she's got a very volatile schedule but I'll try to find a moment. I can't let this unwanted puberty develop any further and I'm done ignoring it because if I don't do something now in a week or two I'll have a beard and suicidal thoughts.