sending you lots of love. i'm a pharm tech also (retail/community instead of hospital), but even there it's a heavy job a lot of the time. i've cried over losing patients before. it's fucking hard. we don't cmpound anymore but. it has to be insanely stressful, as you say. i understand.

I can only imagine how hard retail is, many of my colleagues have worked in retail in the past and consider it harder than this. I hope you can get enough rest and reprieve from your harder days <3