What a difficult occupation! | People are defined by their pain. You're seeking new, painful experiences, but you don't like pain. Maybe it's the definition you're after.

I worry the wrong message has come across -- I love pain, just as much as I love every pleasant and gentle thing the world has to offer. monotony and boredom and stagnation are the things that bother me most, and my restlessness pushes me toward the things that make me better just as much as the things that make me worse. thank you for reading :)