You DON'T deserve to be depressed! Why would you deserve that? You tried hard. And it didn't have the consequence you hoped it would have. That sucks. You can't help it being you. You can't help being born either. Social stuff is hard. But please, don't think you deserve depression. Don't make yourself feel bad for the sake of making yourself feel bad. I'm having trouble explaining my words to you. good luck!
Depression tricks you into thinking you're a terrible person. I'm sure you're not... just try to find a way out of that.
You DON'T deserve to be depressed! Why would you deserve that? You tried hard. And it didn't have the consequence you hoped it would have. That sucks. You can't help it being you. You can't help being born either. Social stuff is hard. But please, don't think you deserve depression. Don't make yourself feel bad for the sake of making yourself feel bad. I'm having trouble explaining my words to you. good luck!
thanks for the comments. i'll try some more.