probably shouldn't be too hard on myself considering i have depression

the indieweb isn't a competition. You're doing great :)

thank you

Passion comes and goes! My site looks the way it does after years of adding little by little whenever I felt the itch. The only thing your website needs is for you to say "yeah, I'm proud of this"

thanks ray! that's a good point. i'm happy with my layout, so i can say i'm proud of that :3