https://www.mf2fm.com/rv/dhtmlbubblecursor.php. Not the person you asked but I have the same cursor and this is where I got it from.

yes i got it from the link that the other commenter posted!

hi! im so sorry, i didn't realize what i was doing to be honest, i wanted to be able to look back at the code for reference, so i added a page but i was going to delete asap! im seriously so sorry, i would never copy someone's art. i just have absolutely no idea what im doing here, even down to copying things lol. the page has been deleted though.

again, so sorry!

I suggest you learn how to edit and view html/css files locally offline so only you can see the behind the scenes of your website. it's also good for safety reasons since you'll be able to see how your site will look before uploading it on the internet

thank u i appreciate it! it's no big deal, all just part of the learning process. i second what heart said, keeping reference files offline while figuring things out is the way to go.