I like to remember that there's nothing we can do that will make God love us less than He already does—we can't become unlovable in His eyes. Sending love and prayers.
I feel you. I want to spent lent without chocolate and then my mom buys a whole bag... Peter is also getting creepy, stay safe!
I'm so sorry that your art contest entry didn't go as you hoped. 🫂 I'm sure that your piece was lovely. I'm an artist myself and the art world is crazy subjective.
You could try Scripted Resources or the other sites they link: https://scripted.neocities.org/