Neocities.org
I had a little bit of money left from paying off my Deco LW tablet. I finally made my last payment, so I wanted to support neocities for helping me feel safe online again, and also building a community that I'm still working on. I'm very happy and excited for a better future! ;c;
azurewhitewind
1 day ago
I still need a domain, but I need more money for that, which I'll save up later. Looking for a domain that's within my budget.
azurewhitewind
2 days ago
I'm cleaning this up. This should be done either by this week or next week. It's just taking time to write it up and add screenshots mostly. Man, coding is hard, but worth it. Also, I need to update my resource library here, but I think Imma just make it a library since I don't want too many secitons.
I need a proper gallery and a music bar so I can just play music on my website sometimes, I think that'll be fun. So, I'll be working on that this week.
Eventually, I want to get a domain when I can afford it. I just need to have some savings first, because I'm pretty poor. I don't make a lot of money to begin with, and I don't have disposable income like I used to. I was well off some years ago though before the Pandemic got worse. It's been some hard times, but I'm not giving up. I'm just gonna relax tonight, draw, and play games. It's a pretty relaxing night.
I just wanted to say that I'm so grateful to Neocities. It's been a learning experience with trying to get used to coding, but it's also fun. I enjoy it a lot. I've been coding here a little bit everyday. I do want to take a bit of a break though to play some games for a bit. It's very much needed. I'm a little worn out, but I'm alright! ;w;
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azurewhitewind
5 days ago
I'm almost done with wrapping this up, so bear with me y'all. I know I'm tired of editing it at this point, but this has gone on for way too long. I will be taking a bit of a break from editing this though. But this will be done soon. I do have connections, so if this person continues to stalk me they can get into some serious trouble. So if they're reading this since I know they now stalk my website and Toyhouse.
azurewhitewind
5 days ago
Sadly, with stalkers it can escalate, which it already has, and why I had to make this blacklist, and report. They were also bothering someone else for far too long. They would make a account, block people on the main account, and then stalk people on other accounts, like I don't see how they don't think that's weird? So yeah, I'm just trying to stay safe online, but it's changed the way I look at it, unforunately.
azurewhitewind
5 days ago
I do think I got some sort of trauma from this whole thing. Because it does freak me out how someone that I haven't spoken to in over a decade just came out of nowhere. Like I'm somehow supposed to know who their friends are, and just being targeted like that is terrifying, that's not normal. I have been on therapy and getting help with it. But yeah, everytime I see them. It alerts my PTSD. I already had it...
azurewhitewind
5 days ago
But yeah, again I'll be fine. I know ghosting or being ghosted sucks in general, but to go through the lengths this person did is just insane... End of vent. I just needed to get this off my chest because this has been bottled up for far too long. It does feel good to have a safe place to express myself fully. I missed that.
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azurewhitewind
1 week ago
A huge update this morning. I cleaned up a huge portion of my website. It's still a ways to go, but I feel like I'm actually finally making some progress after working on my website for almost a year now. Time goes by so fast. I'm really having fun learning HTML, and just coding in general! :^3
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My website is still in maintenance, but I'll open it up for now so if anyone wants to see my progress they can. I'll eventually add a log too here. I'm almost done with my cyberstalking report. I'm just organizing the screenshots and I'll be done. This will be a safe space for people dealing with all kinds of harassment. I'll be making it clear that awful stuff isn't welcome here.
Here's what I'm using to put passwords on my website when I need to work on things: https://pagecrypt.maxlaumeister.com/ Pretty cool stuff! :^D
Okay, so I figured out how to add a scroll button for longer documents. It keeps my page clean. I also want to add an image on the side of the document. Trying to figure out how to do that. I also added some sparkles in some pages, but I don't think I'll add it when talking about serious stuff, but it can be a nice guide to have, but I'll see.