I'll just write a little vent here. I just don't understand how someone can obsess over someone for years. I think it's normal to be hurt for a little while, but it's bad to stay in that place for too long. Life is short. I finally started wrapping up the whole cyberstalking issue, as I had grown tired of thinking about it. I can't imagine thinking about that for ten years...

It's been a rough weekend... I need to get some rest. I still have Artfight and Toyhouse set up. I'm excited to just work on my characters and relax soon! :^D

I'm working on a new layout for my website once my blacklist is finished. I'm so glad I'll be wrapping that up. These past six months have been rough. Regardless, I'm glad to be still alive. So glad to be clearing up all the drama and more serious stuff I dealt with soon. Feels like letting go of a heavy burden tbh. But I'm good. <3

I still need some time to rest, but I'll just say black lives matter. It's for sure a hate crime that I've been dealing with. Racism is very much alive. I will speak out against such things when needed. I won't make my whole page just that, but I think it's important to speak out more. Also, with being pride month, I want to make some decent art for it. I'm proud of who I am, and no one can take that away from me.

Oh, man... I can go on and on how much I love Linux! It's been pretty cool to use for almost a year. I still gotta use WIndows 11 for work, but I mostly use Linux Garuda still. I tried switching to Debian, but I think I messed up the install. It's the firmware update I messed up on, it happens. Other than that, it's been good! I also love Krita a whole lot. I'm currently learning how to make plugins for it! :^D

I'm back from my vacation! It was actually awhile ago, but it was very much needed. If I return to Bluesky, I'll most likely just get my contacts, and leave it for good. I think it's just not for me, and that's okay. I'll explain in more detail in a journal here. It's so freeing to be able to write what I need to say in my own words without being censored. Social media can be fun, but I prefer my own website. <3

Yay! Pride month! I'm grateful to be alive, and I'm happy. I thought I'd start on a lighter note, before I talk a bit about the state of social media. I'm not really feeling social media much. I think maybe I just need to be more active in the servers I am in, but sighs. Imma just use what I'm comfortable with using. I won't be using Bluesky much in the future. I'll be using my website, Discord, and Mastodon more. <3

I kinda want to add music on my website that plays, but not automatically... I don't want to annoy people. But I've seen people add music and a chat. I think it'll be cool to test things, but also be mindful.

Also, I'm thinking about using my carrd a lot less in the future and just linking my website instead, but that's gonna take sometime. There's no rush or anything, and I've been enjoying building my own website.