Whilst I'm sure there are many ways in which our experiences diverge, what you wrote here reminds me somewhat of my experiences growing up caught between Protestantism and Catholicism in Northern Ireland. We still experience a lot of sectarianism here, and hiding your real identity is a big part of life for the few converts that do exist. There's a real risk of genuine violence and family disownment here as well.

That is to say: even though it often feels exceptionally isolating, I think it's virtuous to remain firm in what you believe (even if you ought to retain an open mind) - environments like that make it very difficult, and often you do have to leave close-minded people behind (even family) in my experience. But I think it's worth it, and things have felt better for me since I've done so - I hope they can for you too.

I had no idea developed nations faced it too... It's upsetting that we live in a world where that kind of barbarism persists today. I totally agree with what you said, there's something beautiful about sticking to what you think is right despite the implications, and it is worth it even if it means abandoning everyone. I'll just need a few more years before I can make a move :)