thank you for your kind words, I really appreciate! i want to add, though: maybe at some point the human-machine thing was about detaching from the feelings, but now it's more about reminding myself that i'm strong, brave and successfully been through hardships that tempered my character. the machine part in the human-machine is about being as strong as a machine, not as emotionless :)
Glad to hear that. May your gears always be oiled then. :)