Non-existence, by it's own definition doesn't exist. This is why there is always experience rather than no experience - there is no room for anything but existence. So experiencing will always continue even after death, however so will intense suffering.
Femininity is pure expression without meaning whereas Masculinity is pure meaning without expression.
The nature of femininity itself is pure incomprehensibility, so feeling incomplete the feminine seeks meaning for her incomprehensible nature.
Two things create a desire for suicide:
1. A complete loss of meaning in life combined with
2. intense suffering