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The last paragraph in your february diary entry perfectly describes my troubles recently. I felt very heard by it, thank you <3
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blame1984
4 months ago
I've learned that the only way you can really know what gives you purpose is by doing things and observing what fits you right. I had intense thoughts past year about how pointless whatever it is I was doing was and how others had a much more meaningful life. I don't quite know what causes it but jealousy is probably a big factor (for me atleast).
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blame1984
4 months ago
Feeling hopelessness, that you're just doomed to have a meaningless, under fulfilling life. But since then, I've been excited about a lot of things that are to come and I don't feel that way anymore, the hopelessness. Now I'm optimistic about my life and am trying to figure things out and see what brings me meaning and happiness. Wishing the best for you <3
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expressionless
4 months ago
@blame you didnt get carried away, dw!! yap away king:) I think you're right, I often adopt the native american view that we have no purpose and we are free to enjoy life as we see fit.
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thanks for the follow! i love the aesthetic of your site :D, also let's gooo fellow aot fan
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blame1984
4 months ago
Thanks for the follow back! Your site is so well done I had to follow. Love aot \o/
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I've read all of your entries, they motivate me to be consistent with my diary. I try to be serious but they eventually end up being rambles about random things.
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expressionless
4 months ago
rambling is the whole point, so dww!! I found that starting to post my diary online has been so helpful, I used to write maybe once or twice a month, but since I started this it's an almost daily thing
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Thanks for the follow back, I read some of your poems and the way you present them is really creative, it's inspiring. Keep it up :D
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expressionless
4 months ago
hii, aforest is a project of mine! ty for the support and honestly I think the feeling goes both ways, I feel your poems are a lot more abstract than mine and I strive to have your creative vision <3
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Thank you for following my page <33 I read your new poem and it was so extremely beautiful, it's nice to see a fellow poet :D
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how do you come up with inspiration to write poems? I find that I write in outbursts, but theyre few and far between.
also omg new kittens!!
Well, it's pretty random. Sometimes I feel like I have a profound string of thoughts and I try to turn it into a poem, other times I get inspiration from songs, other media. Mostly, I just hold onto an idea/structure and when I feel like it, I jot it down and let it take shape. I did write #3 when I was really angry.