goopatheguick
1 month ago
i keep getting emails saying people commented so its really tough to try and stay away. i swore i wouldnt come back until i am ready. see i deleted everything in case i leave the world on my own accord because the way i looked at myself in the mirror was pure disgust and hatred. and i swear thats what everyone thinks when they see me too. but the support says otherwise and its leaving me confused
goopatheguick
1 month ago
i just want to say i am fine for those who are worried but again i dont know what i want. im still extremely lost and idk how to recover from that. but i appreciate the support. maybe ill try and find an archive i have if you all really want there to be at least something on my page.
goopatheguick
1 month ago
i want to thank rat in particular, giving me your time helped me a little bit. so thank you
sonic2k
1 month ago
First of all, this medium is kind of limited to get more direct interaction with you. This is why when I meet people and they need help or care I prefer to have them on some kind of messenger, it cuts the loop of doubt, delay and more that a forum, or a comment facility like this might cause. Help me to help you is what I am saying actually...
that0nebritishrat
1 month ago
thats definitely not true, you're worth the time no matter what. hope to see you again, goopa
whether you decide to come back or not is up to you, but i know many of us appreciate your site whether you update it often or not!! hope things improve for you.