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As soon as it is financially viable I will purchase a vehicle with which to transport myself to social venues in the evening time. Ehhem. Gotdamn I’m bored whenever I don’t have work. Idk why i have to ocd-ify everything. Im looking for meetup and facebook events near me and it overwhelms me. The whole bookmarking and calendering thing. But i think if i try one new thing a week i’ll be okay. I have the day off tomorr
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I wish i was mechanically inclined or at least a tiny bit patient. I just cleared a space in my garage to fix a bike, put it up on a rack, saw that it needed more than just new tires and grip tape, then posted it to craigslist for 40 bucks instead. Lol. Oh well. Gonna try to get my car started sometime this week so I can sell it. Wanna buy a 50cc scooter cuz they don’t need insurance. Hopefully i don’t get hit & die.
velcrowallet
3 weeks ago
Gotta hustle hustle hustle right now. I can endure terrible hours if little motor scooters are swimming around my head like cartoon ducks. Idk how to pick up extra work without getting a whole nother job and then quitting it in a month though. One time i found day labor on craigslist and made some bucks. Why am I more afraid now than I was as a skinny 18 yr old?
Holy shit I’m so lonely i might just pretend ti be an alcoholic so I can have auto-friends from AA. Jk jk
I just spent all day looking at meetup and facebook groups. It was mostly a waste of time except I might go to a drum circle in a church next week though. Hopefully they don’t talk about jesus.
Once every week or 2 i must go out and do a thing that is scary, where theres a chance to meet people. I must i must i must. How does one achieve such a nebulous goal? I’d rather count calories and vacuum.
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I hate having a job. Being around people for hours at a time, but the only words you’re allowed to say are “sure, I’ll go do that.” Makes me feel like a goblin. I prefer working alone. I am my own man. I hope a big asteroid hits earth. Apparently scientists have the means to shoot missiles at any potentially cataclysmic asteroid to set it off course. Fucking scientists. Just let us die if we’re supposed to.
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I gotta stop reading the memoirs of brilliant people. I can’t help but compare myself and where I’m at.
I’m feelin okay. My moods such a sponge. Been going outside. Playing soccer with my nephews. Keeping the tank I soak in clean.
bich
on the bright side i saved about 1.5k in the short time I was employed. I need to find structure again asap cuz it helps me not wanna kms. except sometimes its the reason i wanna kms so idk. idk anything. BICH
why did you get fired?
Lol i’ll update my diary with the “why.” It was so dumb.