got a job and instead of writing in my notebook while pooping like americas future favorite humorist i yap to strangers i'll never be irl friends with on discord like a FUCKING NERD. Self-shame is how we motivate up in this piece

Have you tried cold showers and visualization?

thanks ill tyr to try

Sry. That wasnt funny and i hope u feel better soon

is this that "notes from the underground" book i keep hearing about?

Esketit me 2

nvm

I converted ounces to plane tickets and hostels in my head. That’s my gay little “why” right now and I cling to it dearly. I’m finding it hard to have faith in the big stuff working out but a putting away a few hundo and doing something cool with it? Yeah thats doable. I AM going to stay at the HI in manhattan and I AM going to haggle for shit I don’t even want in chinatown.