basically, the textbox backgrounds are just the image i use for my table backgrounds (https://humanityisnotbeautiful.neocities.org/starblazing.png), but edited a lot. first, i take the original background, and manually edit it to a certain height and width for how big i want the textbox to be. then, i apply the blurred edges effect using this (https://www.quickpicturetools.com/en/blur_edges/).
thank you so much!!! your website is cool too :] thank you so much for listening
oh dang i dont even rember what they said tbh O_o