thinking about scrubbing my neocities (again). it feels like a dilemma. nobody reads this stuff so i'm not motivated to post, but if people did read this stuff i'd feel too pressured to write.
i also feel like i've internalised guilt whenever i "work on" (put effort into) something that other people haven't approved, due to certain experiences in my life. sucks that i don't have the trauma to legitimise that feeling though
i also feel like i've internalised guilt whenever i "work on" (put effort into) something that other people haven't approved, due to certain experiences in my life. sucks that i don't have the trauma to legitimise that feeling though