it's also horrifying seeing how fast time flies. this is a year and a half old now... ive barely drawn since... ever since ive become a "real adult" with a "real job" and shit it feels like im suffocating art-wise. desperately wish i could draw more. desperately wish i didn't stress as much. can't believe this project's making me nostalgic for working 16 hr shifts doing helpdesk at a hospital being paid peanuts :(
bah. i shouldn't beat myself up too bad over it. shit happens and i had a lot of big life milestones last year, even if it meant sacrificing time away from art. definitely think i wanna go through with archiving my other VanguardVogue art I happen to have. I don't have everything (RIP the CSP painted arts whose source files have been lost to time) but i still have a bunch of stuff on my iPad
albeit all there is left is the solstice gala page. so it'd probably be thrown into the art gallery for archival purposes I guess?
rest in peace my storage space on neocities. maybe this'll convince me to finally get supporter after getting the art gallery actually set up... lmaooo
i also made some tweaks to the about page. ive also set up a designated proton mail account for the site for direct contact :)
fatshion page is coming along. ive written about most brands ive worn/owned at some point, currently collecting links to various sites to share on there. didn't realize how many links to alt fashion stores I had despite dressing so, so basic lolol
it's definitely got it's issues and a bit of a learning curve but in terms of "smaller" social media spaces i like it a lot. there is also the option for NSFW content (which needs tagged + you can filter it out)
also you got like a site button? i'd like to add your page to my button wall if that's alright and i can't find one on the site :S if there is none it's not a big deal
omg thank you so much!!! <3<3<3 adn i dont actually have a site button i didnt think about that...!! i will make one in the next few days
new blog post about my anxieties towards my art as I age and the evergreen thing of "artists getting upset at seeing people younger than them be more skilled at art" thing being a me problem
this is me mad about how most offerings are like 95% basics. basics are important (fat ppl gotta work too) but cheesus I wanna be in my girlie girl era so bad and im tired of dressing like a mom. i wanna be in my princess era in spirit while i play mass effect for the umpteenth time. when i work on the page there will definitely be much of that
OOOHH please!! i'm actually really interested in this!! :O ((im forever upset over how there's so few cute femme options in any size above like, AUS 12... like damn guess ill wear nothing T_T))
Would love to see this as I also love cute girly stuff and have trouble finding it in my size!
i still hold a lot of love and endearment for destiny and its world even if i haven't played in almost a year now and do not ever want to give a dime or a second of my time to the game itself. i love it as a concept. i love its world. its characters. i will never play the game again.
I ALSO NEED TO CONVERT EVERYTHING TO WEBP... if solstice gala chunked 5% of my 1GB space I gotta do something or else. obv its just going to be art and not site assets btw
ended up going for lossless jpeg. lets see how good this is