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I miss being on here interacting with everyone. My life blew up last week, things have been crazy, and I've had to make a few radical changes. I feel estranged from my website, like it somehow doesn't represent me anymore, although I'm proud of it. I've been wanting to make a new layout since January but have had no motivation/creativity/energy. Lol I suppose it can wait. Hope everyone is well.
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Anyone else feel like they're constantly reinventing themselves? That's what I feel like right now. Change and grief and whatnot
Glad to hear from u again ^-^ I know the feeling, the last few months have been... not good lmao.
hope you are well too, I feel the same way about my site sometimes
hi!!! my life has been really crazy too, in a good way though. i hope you're well and alright! i can relate to the new layout thing a lot since ours is from sadgrl's layout builder, we should try to learn more and make it better... i look forward to talking to you more! - j
I'm actually planning a redesign of my site as well. I feel sad like it's been a waste of time even though I've learned so much from it.
hope you're well too, and i'm really feeling that recently. when you're done changing things to fit your vision you're already a different person and have to do it all over again ๐ต! at least there's no time limit to the things we do for ourselves
I definitely get that- I've been making subsites to scratch the urge to represent myself differently online, and that's helped a lot. I hope life settles for you soon.
A friend of mine told me that I'm a different person every time she sees me, even if it's only a few days apart. When she said this I felt recognized. Identity is not a cage & it is not stagnant. Like an ocean its nature is to change constantly: Waves come & they grow & they capsize & it is still the same ocean. Be good to yourself.
I've been thinking about you and hoping you were well, even if I have been feeling much the same this last month or so in regards to my site. I think grief is inherent to humans; it's been a thing since we were no longer animal and drew cave portraits of ourselves with manes and snouts.. but maybe I'm being overly personal . I hope you're doing well and if you aren't, I hope you will be very soon
Thank you all for taking the time to comment and for the kind words <3 I feel less alone and I'm always so grateful to interact with everyone. I'm at a loss for words and not feeling my best, but I hope you all feel my love
@vashti It's so great to hear from you! I find your comment profound and comforting. Thank you
I really appreciate what you've written @phi1l1y, thank you!