Wow, what a video! I was talking to my sister about this last night. She is under the impression that I am aloof with everyone. I don't have any fear of meeting or interacting with people, and I care about everyone very deeply as fellow human beings, but at the same time, I often feel disconnected and not very intimate.
It is strange with how hyperconnected everything is nowadays that people still feel alone in a crowd. Communication technology is to no avail if it acts as an intermediary instead of a facilitator of human connection. Ironically, so much of our culture fosters a sense of objectification and competition when our hearts need the exact opposite. Hope you are well.
I'm not dead, just having a bit of a rough time finding myself while still managing the responsibilities of being alive. Hopefully back soon!
of course! all the best to you