vivarism
1 year ago
can everyone please close their eyes for a second. ftp on neocities sucks so this update is going to look super weird until i prune it. just pretend you dont see it ok? thank you
vivarism
1 year ago
NO LIZ DON'T LOOK YET... come greet me in another 15 minutes!!!!! but i'm happy to see you too, thank you for the warm welcome!
lizonline
1 year ago
Haven't opened your site yet, I promise! Just saw the update on your profile. Take your time ๐ฅฐ
vivarism
1 year ago
oh Lune, what a clever solution!! everybody please follow in her footsteps and visit https://vivarism.net/ because i somehow broke all of my files LOL. thank you lune for your bday wishes and liz for your patience... real mvps on the nc feed right now
cloveratelier
1 year ago
waaa flonne v2.5 is looking so gorgeous ;__; i've had a little nosey around and i love what you've done with the place! your "help" section in particular is so lovely, i'll for sure be referring to it in the future! happy birthday & 600 days w/ sans, here's to many more!!
vivarism
1 year ago
thank you so much kiley!! i was a feeling a little insecure about that section, so i'm happy to hear that you found some meaning there;; i'll add more when i can! and to everyone else: some stuff is still broken but Vivarism 2.5 is now online!! thank you for visiting, i hope you enjoy your stay.
allyratworld
1 year ago
Wahhhh new site version is looking beautiful!!! Glad to hear you had a nice birthday as well!
cabbagesorter
1 year ago
HAPPY BIRTHDAY i hope your 24th will be filled with growth, love, health and happiness!!!!!!! also i love the journals you posted
xxxnxf3lt1bataxxx
1 year ago
happy birthday oh my goodness!! your new css looks so pretty! I hope your life is filled with lots of love and joy! ^_^
nenrikido
1 year ago
happy birthday!!!! i'm so glad you're feeling a little better. also, i was so shocked to see anyone remembers the "hello world" theme. i've been meaning to rework it for years. you made it very cute! hope all goes well for you flonne.
mochagatari
1 year ago
Hey, nice to see you back in action!! Also, happy birthday (same age let's gooooo)!! The new pages are looking great. You know...I wonder if I could take a page out of your book and make a yume page myself? Since cringe is dead. XD Really though, glad you're feeling better. Let's keep working towards remembering the happy things :> (sorry long comment)
vivarism
1 year ago
Thank you everyone for all the birthday wishes ;;w;; I feel so special!!! @Jay You were my favourite theme maker back in the day, I could never forget! @Gatari, you can write as much as you want here! And yes, let out your yoom!! Go crazy go stupid!
inkcaps
1 year ago
Ahhh late but happy birthday Flonne!! I can't think of a better birthday present to yourself than these gorgeous page makeovers!! Enjoy!! ;w;
vivarism
1 year ago
short (and flippant) version: not dead, not going to die. if you've been worried for me, please read the longer, more sincere version haha....
kotteism
1 year ago
been seeing the stuff you posted and figured it was psychosis, i understand the mechanisms you've described. it's good to see you be more aware. this seems like a lot of progress, more distance to the delusions and a very constructive approach, so you have my support and hope soon it goes away completely
vivarism
1 year ago
that's so sweet of you kotte, thank you โฅ >__+< "distance" is exactly the right word. all the best to you too, and please send capy my love. i know she was watching out for me
kotteism
1 year ago
i've already told her you seem to be improving and she's happy about it, but sure thing :)
mochagatari
1 year ago
hey, I've been keeping a bit of an eye on your site, and even though I was admittedly too cowardly to say anything, I was worried and thinking of you. I'm glad you're okay and you're managing, and while I don't have the same diagnoses as you, I can honestly kinda relate to your feelings as you've written here. Please continue to take care of yourself. ;v;
hardmachine
1 year ago
I was at the library earlier today but Kotte told me! I left a guestbook message during then but I noticed this was a psychotic episode :( You deserve happiness, I'm glad you're better!
cloveratelier
1 year ago
im glad to hear you're doing better flonne! wishing you all the best in your self-care and recovery โฅ
vivarism
1 year ago
thank you liz, pom, capy, and kiley!! @gatari, it sounds like you wish you'd had a little more confidence, or known what to say sooner, huh? belated or not, i'll happily accept your kindness. i'm hoping both of us can find relief from what troubles us
chipsfunfun
1 year ago
I've learned that even if we have different ideas, we can still be good people. I think you are a good person, Flonne. Even if I disagree with you on certain things.
chipsfunfun
1 year ago
You are human, and you have goodness. The only person who can help you is yourself, and you deserve help.
chipsfunfun
1 year ago
A lot of people are worried about you, Flonne. I hope you feel much better soon.
vivarism
1 year ago
chip... thank you for your concern and your kindness, and as always i wish for you to grow up healthy and strong, but as i've said before i do not want to have a personal relationship with you. i don't dislike you-- i'm indifferent and uninterested. i've deleted your comments on my other post. please don't contact me ever again.
vivarism
1 year ago
regarde pas. c'est toxique et tu vas mourir. l'intensite est inexplicable, abnormal, malicieux. la spectacle ne peut que faire du mal pcq je suis malfaisant. il n'ya pas de humain ici, juste les ruses d'un demon. toi et moi les deux vont mourir
pumpkin-ninja
1 year ago
Et pourtant, tu mรฉrites toutes les plus belles choses du monde. J'ignore si tu t'en rends compte mais tu as rรฉussi ร exprimer et ร offrir beaucoup de bien autour de toi. Cette capacitรฉ ร รฉcrire et ร positiver tout en รฉtant complรจtement bienveillant, รงa a aidรฉ, je pense beaucoup plus de personnes autour de toi que tu ne le penses !
pumpkin-ninja
1 year ago
Rรฉussir ร pousser les gens vers un cheminement de bonheur, c'est incroyable. J'ai toujours admirรฉ รงa chez toi
vivarism
1 year ago
Et toi aussi, dans tes รฉcrits tu as adoptรฉ le bonheur et malheur les deux. Ton engagement de la vรฉritรฉ, tรฉnรฉbreuse et lรฉgรจre, m'a toujours impressionnรฉ. C'est sincรจre de mรชme que poรฉtique. En ce monde, on ne peut รชtre que soi-mรชme, รชtre humain unique avec toutes les troubles et douleurs que vient avec la vie elle-mรชme. Personne ne les รฉvite.
vivarism
1 year ago
Et pourtant, il y a tant que bonheur, tellement de joi, rire, conforts. Souvent plus de รงa que malheur, tant qu'on veut bien chercher. Toujours, il y a un futur plus brillant qui nous attends. Donc, je vais me souvenir de tes conseils : observe les mots, observe les pensรฉes. Je les observerai et chercherai ร la lumiรจre dans les tรฉnรจbres. Merci pour ta compassion. Je n'oublierai jamais.
vivarism
1 year ago
i'm sorry to have tricked you too, lune, you dont desrve it at all. i have more to say but don't read any of it or else it will infect you and you'll die. be careful.
cloverbell
1 year ago
you havenโt tricked me, you are a person, one who Iโve connected with so naturally I care for you! Every interaction Iโve had with you has done nothing but bring me joy. I wouldnโt care for you the way I do if you truly brought me suffering. Consider what I sent you, please get the help you need. Iโll be here for you as always
cloverbell
1 year ago
If you feel sorry for potentially hurting me and care enough about me to caution me, clearly you have goodness in you. You always have. Take care the best you can Flonne
pumpkin-ninja
1 year ago
You have rights to ask for help, for love, for things you need. You have rights to feel sad, to cry a lot, to feel stuck in your life. But don't forget that, seasons will past and evolve. Humans are influenced by seasons, the beautiful days will come back. The rain too. Trust the life.
vivarism
1 year ago
aw, thank you very much ๐๐๐!!! to everyone else: let the jhemerlyn project's comment be my clickbait title for today. i was so busy adding the 2DLove Webring script to my page that i forgot to write one LOL
strawberryreverie
1 year ago
Your Genshin page is soooo cute and what a great way to chronicle your time playing it! I also loved your fic, I'm glad you could find your passion for writing again! It was nice to get a glimpse of your little life together, love that Sans gave into the cuddles heheh~
vivarism
1 year ago
thank you arachne ๐ฅบ๐ฅบ๐ฅบ ahh i'm blushing because i'm so happy that you read it!!! there's even more yume stuff on page 2 of my genshin diary, crtl + f "yoom" if you want to see!!
strawberryreverie
1 year ago
Thoma looks sooo cute!! Is his personality fairly cheerful? A makura-gaeshi is such a unique choice for your yokai OC, he'll never know peace once he's met her, but it seems he won't be bothered! Her backstory is so sad and their relationship together is very touching, and I'm so happy she gets a second chance to live together with Thoma. Her haircut is so cute!!
strawberryreverie
1 year ago
Will she learn how to style it differently or will she keep it as it is, you think? Taiyo is such a perfect name for her โฅ Oh, and I really resonated with your sentiment about overly sexy designs in female characters... I'm not saying they can never be well-done, but they usually aren't.
vivarism
1 year ago
not sure if you'll see this reply but your comments and questions gave me so many ideas!!! thank you again for taking a look at what i had to say;;//// next time i mail you, i'll respond to this part too!
oh hello, nice to meet a fellow dyke!! if you like pngs like the ones on that page, i encourage you to make your own. it's super fun, and i think it would suit your aesthetic
i think i will! thanks for the follow <3