at first i was joking about rotting away in my room but bro i don't think it's a joke anymore
i had german lessons from ages 11 to 14 as well which i guess helped but im mostly new xd
wish i could help. i took german for 3 years and failed every semester. still needed google translate to read your post. :(
it aint about the look its about the love
nah i mean like even in writing form, it's barely food xd