i still think i love him, along with the person who i havent heard from in 3 years and is literally a textbook manipulator. i don't think this is fixable. i'm just going to be like this forever
i want to delete myself from everywhere i have ever expressed some kind of a personality or shown my face i don't think i have any idea who i am anymore
im not writing a whole big long nicely written thing for everyone to jerk themselves off over because no one has treated me like it is remotely worth it to leave them anything at all. this is all you get. fuck you.
i think my brain doesn't know the difference between love and attachment because i havent had a single healthy relationship with anyone ever
i still think i love him, along with the person who i havent heard from in 3 years and is literally a textbook manipulator. i don't think this is fixable. i'm just going to be like this forever
i want to delete myself from everywhere i have ever expressed some kind of a personality or shown my face i don't think i have any idea who i am anymore