Sorry to hear things are hard for you. It's unfair to say something like, "Stay strong" when you've been dealing with so much for so long. I hope things pick up for you soon!
I recently read the book MetaWars (1), and I'm a visitor to SL also. The book has a strong SL vibe (it's very much like Ready Player One if you ever saw that) and the virtual world has a strong reliance on flying (more so than SL); your expression about flying is akin to that of the main character who becomes a dragon.
Again, apologies for updating so slow. My current life is so hectic, tiring, and glum that it's hard to do much. I will keep putting my heart and soul into Cadnomori ^__^